1)He thinks of his brother Allie a lot.
2)Holden thinks he is a lot of thinks but he mostly see himself as annoying, weak and depressed. the only people the really made him smile are lil kids.
3) People think Holden is smart, and annoying, for example the professor he went to after he left phoebe forgot his name claim that he was smart just troubled.
4) Holden keeps dropping out of school, he witnessed a suicide, and he lost his lil brother Allie.
5) he loves Allie, he loves writing/ English, he loves phoebe, he loves museums, and he loves children.